A few days ago Miss Jenn and I got together for some age-play. It is a time that we both enjoy. It is not scripted in any way. Often it is simply a time of being together in the roles of parent and child. Both of us seem to very easily slip into those roles with one another. It is a time that is not forced and just flows.
Rarely am I spanked when I am little Crie. That part of me may be extremely stubborn and willful yet rarely is there a need for physical discipline. The little me is eager to please her and wants her approval and praise. Those times in age-play are more often filled with laughter and warmth. It is a relaxing, nurturing, healing sort of time.
This time, I was spanked. It was needed, not so much because of me acting out though. It was needed more as a re-connection with her. For me, even as a little, it is a form of love and caring. With all that has been happening in my life over these past couple of months, I needed that spanking. It was in no way severe. It was not long or drawn out and it brought me to the place where I let go and cried. My tears had absolutely nothing to do with the spanking itself. The tears had everything to do with all the emotional turmoil I had been experiencing. Over her lap is a place where I feel safe and protected. It was a place that I needed to be to let go of the iron grip I had on my emotions and just let them be expressed. I was safe enough to cry.
I am so fortunate that I have Mickey and Jenn that understand and provide that safe place for me.
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