In my life I have a partner who is also my Dominant/Daddie and Top. I have a Disciplinarian also, who sometimes interacts with me from the point of view of a parent. Two women in my life who care very much about me. Both of them enjoy spanking me. I enjoy being spanked.
I am given the freedom to age-play pretty much whenever I want to. Both of them slip into the parental role very easily. They keep me safe. They allow me to exist in whatever head space I am in.
In this time of huge stress and so many things going wrong in my life, I have been practicing being thankful. I know that some people really would love to find a spanking partner and I have been blessed with 2! I live within a set of rules and have come to enjoy it. With the two of them, I know what to expect and that is reassuring to me.
I am blessed in that I do not have to keep secrets. There is nothing that my partner does not know about me. Many spankos do not have even one person they can be themselves with. I am totally *out* when it comes to my love of spanking. Those that know me, know about it. Far too many do not have this freedom.
I am so thankful that spanking works with me the way that it does. It draws me closer to my partner. Spanking centers me again. Spanking can be a huge stress reliever. For me it is also a form of affection. That would sound very strange to a non-spanko. It sure doesn't have anything to do with hitting. It has everything to do with an intimate connection.
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