Tough Time...

I have not wanted to write anything at all.  My mood is very low and quiet.  Finding my *happy-place* just doesn't seem possible right now.  When in a place like this it is hard to reach into myself and pull myself up, but I am trying.  I am trying to accept the reality of my life as it is at this moment.  I do not want it to be the way it is.  I sure can't seem to change it either.  It is hard.  Facing each day is a struggle.  I know I have the skills to get myself through this.  Man, I wish it was easier!