I have the house almost to myself right now. Most of the family went to the air-show today. I just have felt worn out today. I was going to go at first even though I really didn't feel the *want-to*. I know that once I do go, my body usually adjusts enough that I am somewhat comfortable.
Leaving the house and going out doing things is something I have done a lot lately. Staying home doing nothing is almost always okay with me. I have been pushing myself to just do it anyway and enjoying myself. My birthday is in about a week. Mickey is planning a lot of different outings for us. I am excited about it. At some point I am sure that I will struggle with the feelings of not wanting to go. I seem to just be made that way. I love what she is doing though. I like the excitement I feel when I wonder about what exactly she is planning.
Being alone is something that I have always been comfortable with. Doing nothing at all but sitting and listening or thinking is something I do often. It has become more of a pain management thing now. I do cherish these times alone and quiet just as much as those special times with family and friends.
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