So, here I am after a few hours of raw emotion and new revelations. I don't like times like that at all. I don't like how I feel and I don't like that others see and are effected. And I know that times like those are just another part of this thing we call life.
Mickey, my beloved Partner and so much more, has all along been doing her best in this situation we are in. She has always tried to keep everyone safe and happy.
I am calmer. I see things a little differently. The only thing that I truly can change is myself. I can walk forward with my family and do my best to bring peace in the stressful times. I realized strangely enough that I was seeing Andy and his family, as one family and the rest of us as another family. I was trying to protect my family and it showed in my actions and thoughts. Crazy thinking on my part for sure. We are one family. That is all that matters.
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